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About me
Your journey is a Way into yourself, happening anyway.
I have a developed skill that helps people connect to themselves, to other people, and to Life itself. It took me a bit of soul-searching and uncertainty to get here, though, throughout all my searching I ended up building a toolkit that helped me arrived back to my Self. This toolkit I now use in sessions for other people. There are a lot of lost souls searching for the felt-sense of where their home is, as I was once was, and now I help people find it. It's within you, it turns out. The cliché spirituality posts were right.
Read more about my journey below.
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My journey
I grew up in the UK. I moved around a lot as a child, yet my fondest memories were always at the beach, playing out in nature, and the freedom of being able to do so.
I built a special relationship to what felt like home, during that time. Even though I never had a home, I had a felt-sense of it, and that felt-sense is what I continued searching for.
It took me plenty of trial and error to rearrive at that felt-sense within me. I found myself unconsciously scouring the globe in search for it, not realizing that as I was... scouring, and learning, and trying, again and again, I was building up a toolkit that helped me navigate myself to it.
The toolkit is the most tangible term I can use for something completely intangible. It is my inner guidance system. It's what I navigate through the world with. It is how I understand what is unseen, under the surface of people's actions and behaviour, under the surface of my own actions and behaviour. This toolkit is what helped me arrive at a felt-sense of home within me.
I now live in one of the most beautiful places I've ever been to (I'm of course, biased). I do work that helps people in the same way that I helped myself, and continue to help myself, there isn't an end to the path: there is only continuation and the knowing that whatever continues is the Way for you to experience more of what you deeply want to experience - given that you chose it, on a subtle level. And if you didn't choose, and had something else choosing for you: you will know. You will know because of a deep feeling of disconnection and separation from what truly lights you up inside. Know that you can tune into what's causing this in your mind, and shift it.
That is what I help people with.
To explain this more clearly, I've built a way of sensing into the 'unseen'. And the unseen is not anything scary. In fact it's the opposite. It's freeing to see what is unseen. It is what helped me understand myself better, process unresolved emotions, and break through anything that I unconsciously took on from the world around me.
So now, I use the toolkit I built for myself on other people. I help people see their own unseen, dismantle their negative conditioning, and connect to the felt-sense of what they truly want to experience. Whether that's the felt-sense of home, like me, or love, or freedom, or joy - whatever you truly want to experience is already available in the Spirit of you: and when connected to your true Self you will be able to connect to it; as your truth is your Spirit, also.
How I got here
I knew on a subtle level how I wanted to feel: at the very least, connected to myself - and so I just kept riding in that direction, whilst working through whatever in my mind was keeping me stuck in places I didn't really want to be in anymore.
I studied psychology and the University of York, and soon after I began training in clinical hypnotherapy. Both, of which, taught me a psychological understanding of the mind, its cognitive processes, the psychology of behaviour, and aspects of neuroscience. I learnt how to work in the deep layers of the mind to elicit changes in unwanted behaviours and automatic responses, and I was blown away at the power of the mind, for this reason. The ways we automatically think tends to become the ways we automatically do, which leads to how we automatically feel, which leads to a repeating cycle of living through the same feelings, thoughts, actions and feelings again.
Cycles that, I realized, can be shifted at there core. Given that you work deeply into the mind, into what's beneath conscious awareness, to shift what is driving automatic actions and behaviour.
Soon after my hypnotherapy training, I suffered severe health complications. I couldn't eat, swallow or speak properly. I was stuck in a dark place in my mind and was in a relationship that made me feel even darker. I was confused about what I was going to do or what my worth was in the world, yet, I couldn't do anything. The only thing I could do was write, and... funnily enough, try developing extrasensory abilities. I was already meditating a lot to use my mind to heal from my health complications - which I did in the end - so I thought, let's try.
I want to preface this by saying I was back at my Mum's at the time. She is a psychic medium. So, I grew up going to spiritual fayre's and experiencing readings. Being surrounded by a person already open to these skills made it easy for me to develop them myself.
I had already tried healing work on people, where I place my hands on them and sense what stuck emotions and illness are within them. And after I picked up on where someone's tumour used to be in their body, I thought "I must continue doing this".
So, I began doing readings on people remotely. I started doing photo readings on X in 2022, and continued doing them. With each photo reading I developed my skills in reading people - from identifying their past experiences, to their unresolved emotions, to their present life situation. All my readings tended towards releasing what is negative and aligning them with the felt-sense of what is truly for them. There was a power in the readings that I don't credit to myself, I credit to what I allow to work through me, as me, however: as the love that is also connected to everyone and everything else, here, also.
Now, I read into people's mind to uncover what patterns or ways of thinking are unaligned with their true self. That's the only way I can describe it. I can sense what isn't them, per se, and through seeing and talking through it, it allows it to be released from them and then from their life, in due course.
I have been searching for scientific ways to explain what is happening, and I'm still at a loss. If you or anyone you know can provide me with an explanation, I would be greatly appreciative! Better yet, try out a reading with me and then try and scientifically explain what is happening! Ha.
This is the next stage of my work. To try and merge what I'm doing with the more rational, scientific mind. There are incredible healing benefits in this work, and it is a waste for it to be separated from a certain part of the population because they need it to be scientifically verified before trusting in it. Alas. (Hence why I use the term 'extrasensory perception' rather than psychic abilities: same thing, different belief system that I'm trying to market towards).
After learning about thoughtforms, I became fascinated in tuning into specific belief systems in the mind that are causing a distorted way of thinking about one's self, or the world around them. Turns out, these belief systems can be tuned into. And upon talking through them to the person holding them in their mind, it does a wonderful job of bringing conscious awareness to what was unconsciously directing their attention and behaviour. And conscious awareness is like a superpower healer: that when you see, truly, what you're holding within you - whether that be a way of thinking, or an emotion, or a belief, this begins to break it down. The charge it once held over your actions and behaviour is lessened, allowing you to 'break free' from what was previously keeping you stuck, held back, in repeating cycles that don't feel alive and truly you, anymore.
And if you don't feel like truly you - if you feel like there's more to life than what you are currently in - then that is all you need for the process to start. As I said, conscious awareness is a superpower healer: and I bring conscious awareness to the hidden parts of your mind that are directing your life for you. That is the process. That is the work.
As I mentioned previously, there isn't an end to the path, there is only continuation and the knowing that whatever continues is the way for you to experience more of what you deeply want to experience, given that you chose it. And if you didn't choose it, someone or something else chose for you. You took that on, and now you want to find your way back to what you truly want. To be back with your Self. The only way to do that is to choose the actions or people that resonate with you, that light you up, that inspire you and invoke curiosity in you. I believe these feelings are indicating what You (your true self) is aligned with.
My beliefs
I believe that the systems in place today, for the most part, rely on us to stay disconnected from our Self in order to continue sustaining them. These systems burn us out, disconnect us from our feelings, expect us to be machines that continue powering on through sickness and ill-heath.
However, the belief systems in our mind serve to uphold these structures. We automatically feel as if we have little worth if we don't achieve highly, or do not have a high-paying job. The same feelings that lead us to continue working in high paying jobs, or 'achieve' regardless of our true desires. We fear instability, yet, destabilize our own wellbeing for the sake of doing what pays the mortgage: an illusion of stability that we are promised, though, with little acknowlegdement of the power financial institutions still have over the stability we are promised. It is stable for as long as they say it is. The belief systems in our mind sustain the structures in place today. There is not a them vs us, there is a we that continues reinforcing that which is keeping us ill and disconnected from who we truly are. The vitality, joy, love and freedom that is within us inherently. At least, at the very least: the felt-sense of it.
And from there, we can move forward.
I connect people to the felt-sense of who they truly are because I beleive that change begins from the inspiration that invokes from us when in connection to this felt-sense within us. Change does not happen from feeling worthless, helpless, stuck. In fact it leads us to behave and act in ways that reinforce the structures that keep us feeling worthless, helpless and stuck. You must connect to what is truly you, within you. And you do have something that is truly You within you: you are born with a Spirit, that is connected to something Great, that is connected to limitless possibilities that you will connect to when connected to this in you.
I bring conscious awareness to the belief systems in your mind that are actively reinforcing negative structures in your life, in order for you to connect to the Spirit of you, within you.
Science hasn't caught up with this yet, so you're going to have to trust me on this one.
Try out a mind reading below.
Break through the illusion (perception) that is leading you to feel stuck, helpless, or powerless.
1 hr 30 min
200 US dollars
